"Well well well! You're here!" Said the Honey Rabbit

Well yet another blog space of mine and I think this one is going to be my serious blog...PSSH!! Yeah right what am I thinking? But I swear I will write when at all possible. I have so much to say all the time and I tend to just write and write and write thats what I do; Im a writer and there is no stopping it now! Mwahaha! I am going to be completely and brootally honest here so if you are a friend of mine don't read any more if you theink we are on the virge of severing our ties.
I've noticed how much time I spend hurt and alone and I'm truely and utterly tired of it. I am more intact with my inner goddes now than I have ever been before. I need to be treated with respect and honor. Maybe not to go as far as to PRAISE me or anything but I'd like to be appreciated more than I have been. Being who I am, a colored young lady with a intense mind for creativity and alternitive lifestyle, I get looked at in ways most people wouldn't imagine. In a society that was formed on the idea of equality and individual thought, our society treats others who are individual with less respect than a slave. I know how I must sound, like a dramatic and over emotional child, but if you walked with me through the mall, to a Chuck-e-cheese, into a 3-star resteraunt and saw the way people look at me and talk to me you would understand. I get the fact that my looks aren't the norm, but what really is normal anymore when a countries ruler was a C average student? When people care more about the next American Idol than a genocide happening right across the water? When beings brootally kill other beings to try and up their shallow self-esteem, make themselves look better? And if that esteem IS of the self then why are others killed because of YOU simple minded bitch??
It's sad when others won't even accept the fact that there is a huge problem going on right in front of their face? People have a deep urge to be happy and cover up the problem areas with concealer fondation, but what happends when that lil problem ends up to be the biggest problem not only for you but for your children...your childrens children?